M on: You or Me

Is this me trying too hard to be who I am not?

I read an interesting quote a couple of days ago “people tell us who they really are but we don’t listen because all we are interested in is who we want them to be.” 

As I ponder, the question arises; Is this roller coaster worth it?

Crying when I speak my mind because I hurt your feelings.

My words “cutting like a knife” because I have my own way of doing things.

You never seeming to understand me &  Me never seeming to understand you.

It seems the only the only thing we understand is that we love each other.

But is love enough;Or it is a curse rather than a gift?

And of course it belies the other question

Who isn’t listening; You or Me?

*I’ve been trying my hands at being in a serious relationship that I have to invest emotionally in and being who I am it’ been a roller-coaster of a ride the highs are worth it but the lows.. Maldito sea!!!

Ask for His daughter

So I spoke to kryptonite again and 4 years,later, she remains equally as lethal.
When I think back to how she stumbled into my life starting with that comment on my blog post and how the story has turned out, it's clearly the sort of story movies are made of. the sort that wins Oscars and can easily make an unknown actress win an a viewers choice award.

I think,about her and I think,about the past.
I think about her and I wonder about the future.
She is my past and she may be my future.
He knows and she is His daughter
So I guess if things do get to a head, I need to get straight with Him so I can ask for His daughter.

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